I HAVE MOVED! =)

Yesh ahhh! I had a fun time with my two besties, Yanzi and Angie! So so so long never see them le... hurhurhur

I am looking for a job in RP... work is going to be fun... will be helping Errr to see if theres a job in RP too... she stayed kinda near to RP eh? haha!! Then we will see each other and disturb each other again! cool beans!

Anyway, had a good time with them today... update myself with juicy news... i am so gonna miss some peeps in hall during the holiday.. aniwae, i am sure we will hang out right? haha!

Thinking of moving blog! I dont want random people to read my bloggg! With a new blog, i will only give access to certain people.. then i can blog more private stuff! cool beans right? haha!!!

Okay dah.. wait till i have time to set up a new blog! byeees!

COOL BEANSSS! Anyway.. who have L word new seasoN! i am dying to watch ittt!

Feeling helpless!

Gosh! Thanks mates for showering me care and concern plus love! =) Today's paper is gonna be a struggle for me... its Benny... PRAY!!! Damn stress! Yesterday i was studying or rather trying to focus on my readings, nothing much really get into my head! I was pissed off with myself... why i cannot absorb it in?

The place i usually study wasnt good place to study yesterday.. too many distractions yesterday but thou some of it made my day, at least i had a good laugh... but at the end of the day, it was back to square one... I am really really sorry if i had scared you guys or rather i was ignoring some people... i just want to be alone! Benny noticed that i was not my usual being and he asked me if i was okay... i told him i was alright!

The struggles inside are killing me... maybe my face doesnt show that i am freaking stress, everyone still come and joke with me... hurhurhur! I knew i was going to burst into tears anytime soon, i decided to pack my stuff and went back to my room to study! Paste a note "DND" at my door... i really need to be alone in time like this! I kept crying until my eyes became so puffy and tired...

NUS really make my life miserable during exam period.. last semester, i kept crying because of statistics... this sem, it turns out to be benny's module. =( Why am i such a failure... always cry! =( I guess after my paper, i am going to head back to hall and SLEEP! Lock myself up and sleep!

The first person i msn-ed was Celine... thanks Girl.. i feel so much better after sharing with you... thanks for all the bible verses and songs that made me feel so much better... =) Janicia was so nice to me... *touched totally* JanMama was sweet... she noticed that i was feeling down, she chatted with me on msn for a while... my 5thfloorwarriors were concerned about me, msning and smsing me... HURRR! They came to my room, knocked on my door several times, and i didnt want to open my door... after a while, i opened and they asked me if i wanted them to take some actions... i was totally stunned! haha! But its was really nice!

After studying for 2 lecture notes, i decided to hit the bed to rest because nothing gets into my head when i am not at the state of my mind... i didnt turn off my comp, many people msn-ed me... thanks everyone! =) Errr was so sweet, paste so many notes on my door... *loves* Yes, i will go out with you all on monday if i have nothing on... =)

Okay... its 8am now, 2 more lectures to finish up reading and i must start memorising! I am having bad headache now... =(

Time : 1.52pm

Exam time (PF1104) : 5pm

I want to take a nap maybe like 20 mins to rest my tiny pea brain from all the notes, i laid on my bed for 20 mins, my brain kept flashing all the light, sound nonsenses... wah lao! My brain doesnt allow my body to rest... hurrr! Shall blog to make myself take a break from the notes!

Hmm... after today's paper, i will have only 2 more paper left... i am kinda worried and at the same time feeling doubly excited that i am able to do the things i had been yearning to do during holidays! haha! I wanna train myself up... will be heading to california fitness with cheeky wenhui, taking up different classes! =) Exciting nyeeer! Going back RP to work, thou i have yet confirm which department i will be in, hopefully with Emily nyeeer! I need to earn money... staying in hall is expensive =) Hmms i wanna spend more time with my family, kinda neglected them for one year... faints! I wanna commit myself to God and let Him use me... was talking to Joanie about baptism yestersday! Hmms, will see to it... so so so many things! *roars*

I feel that i am relying on God lately these day, which is a good thing yea? I fear God... to the extend that before i do anithing, i will think if God will be happy if i do that? Told Errr about it and she said that she also have to fear God too... Anyway, God is good, all the time! All the time, God is good!

OKies... 2 more minutes to 2pm, then i will have to chiong for 2 more hours before i changed up and go for battle! God will be with me in this! I can do it! I studied hard for it! God will bless me with the results i deserved! Yes Lord, Yes Lord, Yes Yes Lord! hees!

Back to mugging! Byesss!!! Blog again tonites!!!

To all my friends in the midst of examinations... JIA YOU! *loves*

<-- Alexis is the STAR! haha! =)

These friends here are very important to me in KR... they are the ones whom i always hang out with... go to school with... study with... mug with... loads nyeer! =) Gonna miss Fens alot as she will not be staying next sem... but then, since we are in the same course, i will get to see her.. yays!

I am so full now nyeeer! Ate cheese fries from Sheares! The 4th level-ers are crazy and fun people... roars! I am always bing bullied... hurhurhur! *roars*

Anyway, i am going to sleep now, 1.24am! Going to wake up at 8am to muggg! =)

Pray for me people! =)

Woohoo! I shall post something about this girl, my future neighbour! yays! Glad to have her in my level... imagine if she is not in my level, i shouldnt have known her la... you know you know! haha! =) Anyway she said that this is my nicest picture she had ever seen... boos! lol...

Everyone says that we looked alike! haha! When i go for handball trg, the people asked if we are sisters! Do we really look alike? haha! Maybe we are very garang in sports la... played like guys like that... thats why!

Anyway i must really really thank God for this sister in Christ! =) She made me realised alot of things.......

Currently my level is having a war... haha! We will go to each other's room and start digging out undies and throw around the room! Kinda cheap thrill, but its damn fun okies! haha!!! I seriously love my level-ers! =)

They are monsters (haha!) who alway bully me! But they are my friends to be with! =)

More pictures will be posted tonight! =)

Name: Rachel Fish
D.O.B: 14 Jan 1986
E-mail: fishyfish_1314@hotmail.com Frdster: huimin_1314@hotmail.com
School: NUS-SDE
Hall: Kent Ridge Hall

Back to the House of the Lord, praising & worshipping Him.
In love with someone who doesn't seem to have his eyes on me.
Although it is painful, but the pain i have will have to say goodbye by God's grace and strength. Amen!

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